and memories were a lane,
I would walk right up to Heaven
and bring you home again.
No farewell words were spoken,
no time to say good-bye...
You were gone before I knew it,
and only God knows why.
My heart still aches in sadness
and secret tears still flow,
What it means to lose you
no one will ever know.
It took me this long to finally get over it. It's not until I am blessed with Yao that I could openly talk about it, without bringing tears to my eyes. Indeed, only time will heal. And I'm lucky I am given another chance, in a different way. For this, I must be appreciative and always count my blessings.
On this very day, 4 years ago, I was still wondering why. You would be 3 by now, and I still couldn't imagine how you would have changed our life. But I'm at peace with myself now, knowing that you're in good hands, though I've never once dreamt of you yet.... but I believe you're with the Angels up there watching over us. Here, I would like to offer up a little prayer for you...